Tag: Sensuality

Cervical Waves

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Dear Womb Goddess,

 

I went on sacred blood hiatus from my yoni egg practice.. but with this beautiful new moon..womb lovin devotional and all the love vibrations of valentines and recent miracles.. .. I am feeling love all over me.. the truth is I am so supported.. and so are you.

Today, I did my yoni egg practice for 2 hours… I melted into my feminine being in ways.. I have never imagined this morning.. brought a deeper connection to my lover.. and so much nurture to my mounds.. as i felt my sensual energy rise.. my pelvic bowl filled up with big rainbow array of gerberana flowers.. my right breast began to ignite.. turning into a ball of fire.. in deep passion as I breathed deeply into my feminine space.. my jade egg rising.. my left breast taking on her own energy.. a spirit of gold.. honey flowing.. mmmmm.. the sweetness of Osun..  my soul love came to mind more…I began to chant his name..

meditating and sensual breathing… my breast rise and fall..on his name enabling my soul spirit  to rise and stand in her true form .. my spirit greatness .. a greatness that joins us.. I breathe in all of him.. his love.. his power.. his truth of me.. and allowed myself to receive more of his love.. his power.. his covering in my feminine spirit as I rise in my own .. rainbow..breathing and pulling my jade egg upwards.. further and further into my succulent canal with every sensual movement….until she massaged my cervix and remained… here’s where the deep pleasure and healing began…

I peak and my body awakene in gentle innocence.. my inner goddess Oshun rise to greet me in cervical orgasm.. I receive messaging of deep satisfying whole body arousal.. not only vibrating as a big juicy pussy..  underneath there was..  a marrying my cervix  and soul .. I feel her for the fist time in a way that I have never had.. my beautiful cervix.. she is the gatekeeper to the cosmology that is me.. the vast darkness of all of creation, my womb… I met her today in waves of orgasm and tears of  release…you see after the loss of our baby boy.. she blames herself. She blames herself for he natural structure, for having to receive medical support to carry not just one baby but too.. for giving into soon and having the first be a preemie.. she blames herself for the loss of our baby.  I ask her to search for evidence of this truth…and she couldn’t.. we couldn’t.  The truth is.. it is not her fault. it is not my fault. there are way to many influences that allowed this to occur for reasons beyond this post.. and so after being immersed in pleasure.. I wept. she wept.. and we began to see truth..  Iya Oshun came for me to see more of me.. for me to invoke.. my strength and what I know to be true about this very real occurence.. I gave birth after carrying for nearly 5 months to a whole beautiful 1 lb baby boy.. who loves me and I love him.. I felt him wrapped on my back as I lied there after sequences of cobra pose.. he got my back.. he is pure love and he always will be.. he was fully received by my Egun.

I am blessed and strengthened.. more than yesterday.. I pulled myself and rested on my hip bones.. yoni to earth…and felt my jade egg in my cervix so much so.. I pressed my fingers at my bikini line.. the place where I’ve been cut two times to bring my babies in the world.. to my surpise she was really up in my cervix as I meditated with my fingers there.. I began to feel my innonence.. i journey to myself.. sitting under the Christmas tree.. in  a car seat with my mom.. I am her present.. her birthday and holy day.. I am a gift to the world.. I became more innocence.. less blame.. less guilt.. less shame.. it was not my fault.. it really wasn’t.. I sat there in this pose for a spell.. stretched my hands to the heavens.. opened my heart. .with arms out wide to receive the worlds pureness.. and my own.. hugging myself.. deeply in relief…body hmming in love..cervix resting in contentment..one single butterfly flutter arounds me… oh this is how peace feels.. loves peace.. I am blessed in cervical waves.

 

Blessed is this day.. filled with waves of cervical pleasure.. release of grief and promises of contentment. 

 

Ase’.

On Becoming a Yoni

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Womb Goddess Sisters, I’ve found myself deeply immersed and vibrating  as an orgasmic juicy Yoni in my being and body, the past 9 days, since the new moon has been… inspiring, filled with  unearthing , wisdom and feminine activation I’ve been practicing yoni egg yoga every morning and I have to say. I feel utterly orgasmic, my entire being and body miraculously vibrating as a Yoni. I am moving my body in ways that I know I couldn’t  have if I didn’t bring the energy through my yoni in deep pleasure and orgasmic release… the change in how I bring sacred movement to my body, came after a serious break down.. this is truly the only way for me. I’m dedicated because it feel so cosmically good. Some wonderful things have been occurring in my body love journey, first..I give myself loving kuddos for being devoted to my early rising yoni practice and blessing up my er’thang. I give myself loving kuddos fro being devoted to in my nourishing food regi. I give myself  loving kudos in amazement  at how my 3rd eye has awakened, I can literally see my 3rd and commune, this has happened in the past with a plant based diet.. but my goodness.. no lie, its a bit freaky lol..my inner messaging is coming through with so much clarity.. its a bit creepy to awakened seeing your own eye, for me.. I receive messaging upon rising from my spirits. I noticed that I am rising with more messaging coming from myself, instead of my Spirits, I suppose I’m finally doing what they told me lol . So, its me reaffirming in prayer, mantras to myself..I love it tho.

There were times over this 9 days, that I had total break downs where all I could do is prayer, deep breath and rest.. but what came out of that was a deeper innerstanding that the only possible way for me to nurture myself in my desired wellness intentions is through my natural feminine nature, my yoni orgasmic self and everything has opened up for me.. I began to released barriers to this including, belief patterning, many that were not my own ! Several came through trauma that I felt I healed, “I” did, but several versions of  “I”  were need loving assurance… my ‘lil girl  and versions of her might I add.. didn’t feel safe being seen in full feminine goodness and Becoming a Vibrating Yoni means we can no longer hide, I’m so blessed to say , We are good and feeling so integrated in this, there is huge correlation with this, not only in my body and hiding with weight, but also in allowance of receiving my blessings and desired life vision and then there was the maternal ancestral patterning as it relates to my mom’s safety of being seen in her true feminine, her ‘lil girl stood up for healing, my mom was also over weight.. as many of the women in my family and her mother.. I received a miracle in this… I also released barriers in owning my own sex in divine sovereignty and unfurling deeper into orgasmic goodness.. receiving what is actually good for me.. rest, orgasm, sensual movement, nutrition and sleep.. CARE. and OMGodis      SLEEP. Surrendering to sleep has been a call to love for me for some time and I finally was able to unearth the truth in this… this is nothing shy of a MIRACLE. Sleep the cousin of death.. there is so much trust and security when it comes to sleep for me as a Human being..I’m able to connect with sleep in such a loving and holding way haaaa… It Is A Miracle.

I’ve been feeling myself immersing in my body in deep loving aaawness.. here I have this heavenly body that allows me to feel.. really really FEEL good, orgasmic and sensational even through what I consume and I mean CONSUME on all levels. My yoni is created to receive, so I’m leading with more awareness on what I’m receiving and allowing to fill up my yoni and womb,which is my life none the less. How I’m being and doing right now feels so so good. haaaa.. I feel like I can do absolutely ANYTHING through my natural nurturing feminine self blossoming in yoni love, inpowerment and sacred self sex… me as my natural woman self is unfurling and I am feeling so loved and cared for. One defining lesson is this… no matter how much I can imagine for myself,speak, meditate, desire, prayer for, do spells and all manner of ritualistic tools, nothing and I mean absolutely nothing will move in my life without the most penetrable orgasmic connection to my own love.. my yoni opens me up to it all. 

Maferefun Ye Ye Oshun.

I send you , Blessings of love and Becoming your own juicy Yoni. Ase’