Tag: Self Trust

Feel the Feels Feminine Release: Impostor

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Dear Womb Goddess,

 

Today, I am clearing inadequacy that presents itself as procrastination..
 
As, I journeyed with my womb today I come to a few things as I unearthed in love.. any form of procrastination that I experience, is simply a withholding of love.. through loving efforts that begot love.. love for myself or others.. underneath this is feelings of inadequacy.. that I really don’t know what the hell I’m doing.. that my feet can’t trust my Heads guidance.. I heard this.. very clearly.. ‘The Wisdom is in the Doing’ and certainly it is.. I found deep orgasmic yoni soul wisdom with daily practice.. I became my juicy vibrating pussy purring with every movement… love and pleasure washed over me.. and sensuality was seen in my eyes for all to see in a weeks time.. amazement..so the Wisdom is in the Doing. I see here that.. there is wisdom… the lies between my Head and my feet.. and feeling into it allows me to move graciously.. daily devotion of listening and leading with loves confidence in courage.. I’m never alone and the truth is I don’t have to figure it all out.. I am not an impostor of my own life.. I am living withing my life.. allowing it all to resonate.. truth.. I trust my life and its so incredibly beautiful.. all of it.. I bless myself with this truth daily and it warms my soul.. I made the choices to experience this.. where I am today.. I am Sovereign. I can be trusted. I can trust undoubtedly without judgement and as long as I have breath in my body I can begin again.. and again.. and again.. my life choices are my own solely… with the support. I lose faith in myself when I hear the guidance.. but don’t listen and listening means I leap with loves courage when I need or I rest in loves grace.. and move peace by peace… its all ebb and flow.. soft will power is the feminine way that I choose for efforts in my life.. love efforts.. when I procrastinate.. I am enthralled in fear of being an impostor..filled with inadequacy of who I am…of life. I am not trusting the wisdom of doing as my highest self.. my womb.. and all of my energetic body directs..the days unfold in this feel the feels devotion and it all goes back to this: Trust Myself. this is not a new message its an invitation to grok womb  truth.   haaaaa …. I am an empty vessel. May I be filled with perfect love, light, and breath. #WombNurture.
Maferefun Baba Obatala. 
P.S. Join me and the Womb Goddess Sisterhood as we journey in Womb Love Devotional all month long in our online community.

Feel the Feels Feminine Release: Insecurity

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Womb Goddess,

In my Womb Goddess Circle on face book  we’re journey freely in Womb Love this for the month of love. I have dedicate the first week to Feel the Feel Feminine Release, clearing out  ill feelings ready to go.. so that they do not crystallize in our womb as Dis-ease.. this month is all about releasing barriers to love through our womb.. a Womb Love Devotional journey and its a free invitation..

Today, I am clearing insecurity..  

 

Haaa…as I seep into this I innerstand that it’s not about faith, faith in my spiritual supports…its about placing trust within myself, entrusting my being and body with..Me..under the guidance of my own Head Spirit, Ori. .this is a devotion all its own. I place my faith in fear..many days and force myself into separation of my own love, not the love of The Mother or Orishas or even my own Ori, Egbe or Egun..they all love me, even Mother Earth is rooting for my success in this life for the greatness of humanity seeping in love. I’ve been feeling deep insecurity…not in forces “outside” of me, but by the force that is me.. I provide my own security first..I give myself the deep loving support first..and like all things it replicates and multiples…the laws are always at play. As I journeyed back home  to womb love today, my final words…as I placed my hand on my heart, connecting with the love of my womb..I spoke ever so clearly. . I can be trusted. It was never about the forces outside of me, of course Mother Universe adore me, I’m alive..I’m still here and the gift of life..is Still keeping me alive..its sheer love that holds me here.. and it will be love that carries me back to the ethers..but for now, I am here and the only separation I need to attend to is the love of my own, the love already given to me for me..as I turned my heart towards me..the truth arise..in an affirming.. all I need in this moment..just for today, “I can be trusted”..just as I trust my womb to cycle as loves nature intended…the blood of life to cease in the time allotted for flow, so I trust..my own guidance..which amazingly aligns with the guidance of my team who loves me dearly. ..I’m a Priestess.. I accept and allow for this… my whole life resonates in the trust of the unknown for my good, the call is large, I’ve made my choice…and now I live in it. My security begins with me. Today, I am clearing In-security..I am an empty vessel..may I be filled with perfect love, light and breathe. Ase’ #WombNurture