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Cervical Waves

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Dear Womb Goddess,

 

I went on sacred blood hiatus from my yoni egg practice.. but with this beautiful new moon..womb lovin devotional and all the love vibrations of valentines and recent miracles.. .. I am feeling love all over me.. the truth is I am so supported.. and so are you.

Today, I did my yoni egg practice for 2 hours… I melted into my feminine being in ways.. I have never imagined this morning.. brought a deeper connection to my lover.. and so much nurture to my mounds.. as i felt my sensual energy rise.. my pelvic bowl filled up with big rainbow array of gerberana flowers.. my right breast began to ignite.. turning into a ball of fire.. in deep passion as I breathed deeply into my feminine space.. my jade egg rising.. my left breast taking on her own energy.. a spirit of gold.. honey flowing.. mmmmm.. the sweetness of Osun..  my soul love came to mind more…I began to chant his name..

meditating and sensual breathing… my breast rise and fall..on his name enabling my soul spirit  to rise and stand in her true form .. my spirit greatness .. a greatness that joins us.. I breathe in all of him.. his love.. his power.. his truth of me.. and allowed myself to receive more of his love.. his power.. his covering in my feminine spirit as I rise in my own .. rainbow..breathing and pulling my jade egg upwards.. further and further into my succulent canal with every sensual movement….until she massaged my cervix and remained… here’s where the deep pleasure and healing began…

I peak and my body awakene in gentle innocence.. my inner goddess Oshun rise to greet me in cervical orgasm.. I receive messaging of deep satisfying whole body arousal.. not only vibrating as a big juicy pussy..  underneath there was..  a marrying my cervix  and soul .. I feel her for the fist time in a way that I have never had.. my beautiful cervix.. she is the gatekeeper to the cosmology that is me.. the vast darkness of all of creation, my womb… I met her today in waves of orgasm and tears of  release…you see after the loss of our baby boy.. she blames herself. She blames herself for he natural structure, for having to receive medical support to carry not just one baby but too.. for giving into soon and having the first be a preemie.. she blames herself for the loss of our baby.  I ask her to search for evidence of this truth…and she couldn’t.. we couldn’t.  The truth is.. it is not her fault. it is not my fault. there are way to many influences that allowed this to occur for reasons beyond this post.. and so after being immersed in pleasure.. I wept. she wept.. and we began to see truth..  Iya Oshun came for me to see more of me.. for me to invoke.. my strength and what I know to be true about this very real occurence.. I gave birth after carrying for nearly 5 months to a whole beautiful 1 lb baby boy.. who loves me and I love him.. I felt him wrapped on my back as I lied there after sequences of cobra pose.. he got my back.. he is pure love and he always will be.. he was fully received by my Egun.

I am blessed and strengthened.. more than yesterday.. I pulled myself and rested on my hip bones.. yoni to earth…and felt my jade egg in my cervix so much so.. I pressed my fingers at my bikini line.. the place where I’ve been cut two times to bring my babies in the world.. to my surpise she was really up in my cervix as I meditated with my fingers there.. I began to feel my innonence.. i journey to myself.. sitting under the Christmas tree.. in  a car seat with my mom.. I am her present.. her birthday and holy day.. I am a gift to the world.. I became more innocence.. less blame.. less guilt.. less shame.. it was not my fault.. it really wasn’t.. I sat there in this pose for a spell.. stretched my hands to the heavens.. opened my heart. .with arms out wide to receive the worlds pureness.. and my own.. hugging myself.. deeply in relief…body hmming in love..cervix resting in contentment..one single butterfly flutter arounds me… oh this is how peace feels.. loves peace.. I am blessed in cervical waves.

 

Blessed is this day.. filled with waves of cervical pleasure.. release of grief and promises of contentment. 

 

Ase’.

New Month Blessings: February

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Blessed New Month Womb Godddess,

How are you feeling?  I’m experiencing so much bliss and renewal energy here in this Super Blue  Moon Lunar Eclipse essence and inviting so much juicy love for the month of February. Yes it is the month of  love and I bless you with so much Love Presence.  Now,  according to western astrology we are in the throws of a roaring Lion and I’m feeling all types of Leo energy myself.  I am reminding myself to allow this energy to seep within my being and body, as much as I would love to Act-Out . I’m allowing myself to Act-In my being and body, through womb blessings of movement, meditation and nourishment.  S.P.A.C.E.  The Moon in Leo means that we allow ourselves to go inward with Might, this is an inside job sisterloves, so.. although you may feel the need to roar out.. allow the energy to permeate within your own walls and then take inspired action this calendar month. I am a lover of all things Mama Moon and although we are preparing ourselves to wann now in this moon cycle.. we have the opportunity in the calendar year to observe and connect to freshness.  I also invite you to Pause and Gaze back on all that you have accomplished , do some womb-body-heart-soul inquiry to see all that you have achieved big or small , allow it to wash over you  from this past month and since the new moon and you know how we Womb Goddessess do, keep what works and toss the rest !  Let it go.. you are so Be-loved, my sisters.  

Now, the Blessing invitation.. close your eyes.. take some deep breaths, place your hands over you womb and feel into this Blessed New Month , its just for you.  Bless yourself with these loving words over the next five days of this month, our sacred Goddess Oshun number and be at rest in it.  Ase’.

Today I invite you into a new month blessings…
May fresh winds come to bless you with the wonder
of new beginnings.
May you turn a new page in divine confidence.
May your new beginnings come with ease.
filled with womb blessings and joy.
I bless your days with brightness of the sun.
I bless your nights with coolness of the moon.
I bless your rest with sweet dreams and renew.
I bless your body with health and vigor.
I bless your heart with loves presence and delight.
I bless your expansion with devotion and affection.
Blessed February 2018.
P.S.  Sisterloves, go back and make this personal, replace the “your” with My.  I bless my days with the brightness of the sun… I bless my nights with…. tell me, how your womb feels with these blessings.
I love you ! 
and 
I really do !!! 
P.P.S.  Do you desire to connect more deeply with your womb for nourishment, nurture  and renewal.. I’m available for intimate Womb Divination and Womb Wellness  sessions, here we will be sit in intimacy for 90 mins connecting with the messages, recipes, spells and rituals specifically for your wombs desires, wellness and life. We will call the best moon phases to work in as well  your Ancestral Mothers, Goddess Patrons for you at this time.. you can learn more about this in my Womb Goddess: Mind, Body, Soul Divination and Consultations. I hope to connect more with each of you in a womb session, also stay close for our Womb Restoration, Clearing and Blessing Full Moon Circle coming up in one month, March full Moon is all about  Womb Health, Healthy Womb, Health Life !